Saturday, January 17, 2009

Moses's Spiritual Experience

I am very interested in spiritual experiences, both for their power and for their poetry. One of the most well-known spiritual experiences is that of Moses. As he was tending to his father-in-law's flock of sheep, he noticed a burning bush. Initially his curiosity drove him closer. What followed changed his life.

His spiritual experience, that is, his communication with God was filled with certain critical elements. First, he was in a place of dislocation. He was a city boy living a country life. He was at loose ends without a sense of significance. Then, he came to a sense of location through a struggle. After his dialogue, or quasi-debate, with God, he moves to surrender to his mission: "I will send you to Pharaoh, and take My people, the children of Israel, out of Egypt."

What I find really fascinating about this encounter was when Moses asks God's name. God answers, "I shall be As I shall be." What a name! Some scholars debate the term, but to me it implies the No Free Will Universe. Much is made of free will, a concept I find increasingly vain and arrogant. Here, God reveals the essence: God is not only what God is, but God will be as God will be. If God is everything, then the future is laid out with our "free will" being either to enjoy it or be miserable about it.

A confirmation of this interpretation is what God tells Moses. He describes to Moses precisely what will take place. Interestingly, exact knowledge of what is going to happen does nothing to ease Moses's surrender. Instead Moses surrenders like all of us - imperfectly and unwillingly.